While in graduate school at Columbia, I sat in a classroom with about
40 of my peers during a "discussion section." There were only two
students of color in the classroom--me and one of my closest friends.
This class had been the source of mass discomfort for my friend and I
because our professor--a highly respected and lauded columnist whom
the majority of the class could not stand because he was also an
extremely insecure man--had a habit of making offensive comments to
everyone he possibly could. He once refered to a student as a "white
waste" because he did not answer a question quickly enough, which
shocked the hell out of me until he turned and referred to another
student as a "Pollack" (she was wearing a shirt that said that,
apparently unaware that it was an offensive term for those of Polish
descent.) He had a great time berating her to nearly the point of
tears.
We somehow got on the topic of diversity within the school itself
during one of these classes (during which my friend and I exchanged
knowing looks.) The professor said "Well, we've got two in the
classroom right now, and I think that's pretty good."
(Is anyone surprised to read he is a white male?)
Two? As in...eggs? Glasses? PEOPLE? God forbid we have names. Thirty
eight heads looked in the direction of my friend and me. We just
smiled that "Oh it's ok...no offense taken to your ridiculously
offensive comment."
Also important to note that there were about 20 students of color in a
class of just under 500. Oh, Ivy League education...
wow, im happy to say i dont think ive ever had a prof like that. some clueless and some insecure, probably some quietly bigoted, but none clueless insecure racist and aggressive all at once. count myself lucky i guess. did the girl's shirt really mean to be a polish slur? or like...the artist? weird.
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